Ok, sorry for that - you're right that you did elaborate on it. I didn't fully get it but that's my part. Maybe I just need to think it through better. My impression is that we're just having different terms and mental concepts in mind and talked besides each other.
And I am sorry for putting it like that. It for sure was not meant as a gaslighting attemt, but I can see that it came across as such. That's my fault.